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Mr. Misery
03:03
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Royal garden
Hit-dog-holla talk
Got me banged up
She's a waterfall
And I'm a movie
A cartoon for your eyes
But I dont wanna be that guy
So arbitrary
All the worlds I carry
Leave them hanging fairly
By the pines
As my coping ferry
Tries to come and carry
My two legs so wary
Treading water on the ground
I don't wanna let it go
I don't wanna thrash and harden
I don't wanna act real cool
I don't wanna play the part and
Be the dude who never went to therapy
I don't wanna be
Mr. Misery
I know how to
Please and rip it off
Shut emotions
Off from the ones I love
I've been trapped up
In my foolery
I wanna snap back
To reality
And be the change I wanna see
So solitary
All the worlds I carry
I can't leave them fairly
By your side
As my coping-ferry
Tries to come and carry
My two legs so weary
Treading water on the ground
I don't wanna let it go
I don't wanna thrash and harden
I don't wanna act real cool
I don't wanna play the part and
Be the dude who never went to therapy
I don't wanna be
Mr. Misery
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Push and Pull
03:47
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You’re flying around up above
You’re a spectacle
A unicorn I want
I’m a stoner paralyzed
By your pointy hair
Shiny bow and cartoon smile
We are dancing to the song
That makes it all real to me
For a while you’re a human being
This can’t be a fantasy
Push and pull
Yeah that’s what we do
(Push and pull, push and pull, aha)
Bouncing up and down
Helium balloon
(My balloon, it’s my balloon, aha)
Into the air
We’re changing like the weather
(Up and down together)
We’re changing for the better
But you’re mine and I’m yours forever
Slippery hands
Loosening grib
I tried to hold on
But I saw you drift
Into the sky
Out of my sight
Any minute
I’m a loner in disguise
In the offing there’s a place
I hold so dearly ‘cause it’s where you rest
Until you return again
Push and pull
Yeah that’s what we do
(Push and pull, push and pull, aha)
Bouncing up and down
Helium balloon
(My balloon, it’s my balloon, aha)
Fuck around
We’re changing like the weather
(Up and down together)
We’re changing for the better
But you’re mine and I’m yours forever
Fun-fair love
From above
Cruising ‘round the way
Searching the shore
People yelling things
I chose to ignore
Am I going mad?
I don’t know anymore
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Undertow
03:52
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The river-mouth you’re kissing
The dam that holds us both
It turns into a distance
Aerial
I’m loosing my reality
When you’re washing over me
You know what you feel
And you want me to feel it
Compensation flow
Surfing emotional
I’m the undertow
The river you wanna stop
Breaker’s coming up ahead
Pulling me away from us
I’m surfing on the waves of love
But I’m drowsy and I keep messing up
I’m wavering in fantasy
Imagining what life would be
Breaking the dam
Let the river run free, yeah
Compensation flow
Surfing emotional
I’m the undertow
The river you wanna stop
Life is flooding me
It is washing us away
I’m surfing
Riding out the wave
River’s running free
It is coming our way
I’m surfing
Riding out the wave
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Mirror Image
03:45
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Fractured
Shards of body mass
Puzzle-pieces of a man
Mirrored by his own default
Cutting corners, acting like a dog
I'm chasing the tale you've been telling me
(Shit I don't know what it means to me)
Collecting the pieces of my face in the street
I'll rearrange my nose and my eyelids
You don't really know me
Mirror on the wall
(I don't wanna be who you told me I was)
My body cannot hold me back any longer
(I’m tearing up my uniform)
Soup into eyes
Butterfly-weather
Caressing the tide in an ocean of pearls
My open arms
In the mirror's image
Handcuffed, awaiting your return
I'm chasing the songs I write to see
(What hides inside the river running in me)
Collecting the pieces of my face in the street
I'll rearrange every piece
Design my face
Taking shape in time
I'm morphing into someone I like
So don't try
To define me
You don't really know me
Mirror on the wall
(I don't wanna be who you told me I was)
My body cannot hold me back any longer
(The script you wrote, I no longer perform)
You don't really know me
Mirror on the wall
(I don't wanna be who you told me I was)
My body cannot hold me back any longer
(I’m tearing up my uniform)
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Pleaser
03:43
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I had thought but
It got away so
I'm changing shape
Like a shiny piece of play-dough
All of the stars
They're falling from the ceiling
I'll pick them up
It's not like I am stealing
Life long rookie
I might
Just know the game
Shit, It's not like I saw
I just looked the other way
All of the stars
They're falling from the ceiling
I'll pick them up
It's not like I am stealing
It's like I'm dreaming
Unboxing what I'm feeling
They're falling from the ceiling
Like diamonds, so appealing
All of the stars
They're falling from the ceiling
I'll pick them up
It's not like I am stealing
I held my head high (head high)
As time passed by (it's passing by)
You're changing pace and I'm stalling
I can't keep ignoring
The pleaser has had it
All through the summer
I took your hand and
I didn’t wanna
Ripples in water from the palms of my hands
Surface looks calm but I can feel it expand
The pleaser has had it
All through the summer
I took your hand and
I didn’t wanna
Ripples in water from the palms of my hands
Surface looks calm but my reflection expands
I connected and lost it
Affection distorted
‘Cause I was dishonest
I'm detached from emotions
I tried to hold in
Wrapped it and sold it, yeah
I connected and lost them
Affection distorted
‘Cause I wasn't honest with you
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Rope-a-dope
04:11
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Will we fight or forget
All the troubles and the roars
Pooled into every breath
And entangled in my voice
The calmness of your hand
Holding on to us
Hinders all the facts
And makes me rewind
If we jab and we let
Every concern raise alarm
Will we harm or protect
Idle work of loving arms
We're speaking in tongues
The words turn in my mouth
We are facing upside down
We’re strangers now
I am falling
In and out of love again
(I don’t know where to begin)
Shadow boxing
With the voices in my head
Can I love you like I did
Back in 2021 when we first met
Rope-a-dope in my head
Ringside yelling “let it slip”
What did I even say?
I can’t recall anything
We're speaking in tongues
The words turn in my mouth
We are facing upside down
We’re strangers now
I am falling
In and out of love again
(I don’t know where to begin)
Shadow boxing
With the voices in my head
I’m reasoning ‘cause I don’t wanna feel it
Explaining things
A pattern I’m repeating
I’m stranded in the sea of your emotions
It has been that way ever since you told me
What you needed me to be
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